Life.
Never-ending circles drawn in the
red dirt
with the end of a child's stick.
I live for the circles, the
cycles
that inhabit my soul
and fill my chest up
with endless emotions.
The cool creekside air
creeping into my lungs like a
summer disease.
A clatter of laughs spills
out of small wooden windows.
The inevitable serenity that
envelops my soul,
calming my brain into a deep blue
haze.
I live for the warmth.
The smiles smeared on our faces
like children in a blurry memory.
Barefoot journeys
and soil between my toes.
These are the moments I hold
in the tunnels of my tattered
heart.
Whole I am now- one with the
earth
and she whispers stories of my
past
into my ears as as I float
through the distance.
Forgetting.
Everything fades to a
dull golden glow,
and night is called into the sky,
my thoughts become glistening
stars.
Scattered across the matte black
canvas
of my life.
I live for the moment
that purity fills my veins once
again,
and my bones fall into a slumber.
Anxiety's curse,
hushed with pursed lips,
blowing out the steady flame of a
candle.
I live for those rich smells.
Rain trampling dry soil
with tiny teardrop feet.
Warm tortillas- fresh from
that simple white stove,
in the cabin tucked behind
watchful pine and juniper
branches.
I live for this comfort.
Open arms and warm embraces.
Goodnight kisses and midnight
grins.
Hot water and woodsmoke.
So many souls
in one old house.
In the tranquil morning light,
the sparrows and doves cry out to
me,
gently welcoming me to a new day
like a fragile newborn.
I live for the days I am born
again.
Into the sun and the land.
It is here that I feel at home.
My body-
content with nature.
I live for the sound of my
grandfather's flamenco guitar.
The elegant sway of my
grandmothers singing.
The tip tap of nails against hard
wood floors.
Tradition.
I live for this greatness-
the wide open.
The illumination of the world
that my emerald eyes hold
in those single precious moments.
The feeling in my heart
as it truly embraces the freedom
I have somehow forgotten.